I had written for you to kiss the guy to your right. It was a drinking game and each of us put a dare in and when you lost the bet you had to draw from the papers we had written on and put in the pile. We went to a bar and had some drinks and played a game at the back table at the bar. We went to dinner and laughed and joked and had a great time and Joey’s boyfriend paid for it all. I was sill a little uncomfortable but decided to go and have fun. He told me I had nothing to worry about since he said, the guy had a model girlfriend back home. My friend Joey came down and I pulled him aside and he swore it was not a date and that this tall model was a bi friend of his boyfriend, and he had no idea he was going to be staying over.
The guy was very good looking also, I was suddenly uncomfortable, it suddenly felt like a date. He was all and good looking, more manly than Max’s boyfriend he looked Greek. He invited me in and told me that Max would be down in a minute, and he introduced me to Dirk a friend of his also a model. Jess texted me the address and I made my way to his Boyfriends home and knocked, and this tall guy answered the door, and he was very attractive, Jess had told me he modeled, and I could see why. I had made friends with a gay guy who was dating, and older guy and he had invited me out one evening and I joined not knowing what was going on, but Jess was funny, and he always made me laugh. I got to explore a lot with my classmates, and I was learning new music and even watched porn for the first time. I chose community college and took grants and loans so I could afford it. They would only pay for college if I went to a religious school.
They said that is what parents do for their kids. My parents brought me up in church and kept me on a tight leash but once I turned 18, they pushed me out of the house and helped me get an apartment. My name is Merk, I am 18 years old and until recently I have never had sex.